Throw It Away

Always on my mind
Always there sittin by my side
I just wanna throw it away
Throw it away
You say it isn’t wrong
It’s been killin me yeah
I want it gone
But I gotta throw it away
Throw it away throw it away away
This been an issue for 15 years
And if I don’t quit it’s gon finish in tears
Been tryna stop
I just lower the dose
I’ve been kiddin myself
I just give up the ghost
Sinkin away someone lower a rope
Fightin the urges tired of hurtin
Violent whirlwind been spinnin in circles
This isn’t workin
Somebody bring me the surgeon
There’s talk about one that is perfect
One that they’re callin the healer
One that repairs anything broken
One that they’re callin the teacher
Weary and weak
Heavy and burdened
Bring me the medicine early
Nearin defeat recipes fetishes
All of it clearing my week
I’m on repeat
Second I wake up venom invadin my thoughts
I wanna leave
Message the maker
I’m in the wake of a war
Voilins playin the score
And heavenly harps invade
And everything changes zion the
Eye of the Lord His fire and sword
Deliver me I am distorted
Spiritually dyin the fall
And runnin the gauntlet
Tired of runnin and stalling
Son of God give me the strength to repent
For everything I need the covenant’s forces
Always on my mind
Always there sittin by my side
I just wanna throw it away
Throw it away
You say it isn’t wrong
It’s been killin me yeah I want it gone
But I gotta throw it away
Throw it away throw it away away
What a time to be alive
Well inside I’m dead ain’t no future in this
Mind on overdrive livin life on the edge
Now I’m losin my grip
Can I get a pull up
But I swear I don’t wanna be played again
Cos this ain’t laserquest
Shake my head
And when I wake up straight away
I want the day to end
Tryna make amends
Stitch up the cut
Stuck in a rut wrong way
Tryna rub me up
Too much of one thing ain’t good for ya
But if you’re makin a sale
You ain’t gonna say that to the customer
It’s all in my mind now
I can feel the thorn in my side
Feels like a Machete
Waters risin drowin sorrows
Storm on the horizon
I feel like a leper
Cravin like a pregnant lady
Sick thoughts are birthin a monster
Hittin a brick wall disturbin my conscience
Livin in this war been hurtin for donkeys
Stronghold on me like a MMA submission
Wanna escape this prison
A haunted soul I’m all alone
Tryna build myself up I need the cornerstone
Always on my mind
Always there sittin by my side
I just wanna throw it away
Throw it away
You say it isn’t wrong
It’s been killin me yeah
I want it gone
But I gotta throw it away
Throw it away throw it away away
There’s gotta be more
I know that there’s gotta be more to life than this
To life than this(than this
I’ve been feelin desperate and alone
I can’t read through all these texts on my phone
Heavy on my heart try my best to let it go
Can’t do this on my own
But now my freedom’s set in stone
Always on my mind
Always there sittin by my side
I just wanna throw it away
Throw it away
You say it isn’t wrong It’s been killin me yeah
I want it gone
But I gotta throw it away
Throw it away throw it away away