Why You Lookin' At Me

So why you lookin at me
Let me take you back
Show you why I spit pain
Dealin with the hand I was dealt
Is like a sick game
No reason to live nothin to die for
So I get high more
Light up like Guy Fawkes
Was in a foster home
No one to call on
That just meant more bongs
Smoked til it’s all gone
Tinie Tempah drinkin
Neck it back until I pass out
An addict to the feelin
15 year old tolking gas now
Actin all erratic
Had me stealin for my habit
If I want it then I say I need it
See it and I grab it
Give me that
Feinds with the needles
And that heatin spoons
Eating shrooms beek and zoots
Had to leave it all so
I could seek the truth
Full of hate
Didn’t know no other way
Every day my mum’d pray
Lord save my son today beggin please
Now it’s no more joints getting high
People wanna know why
I just point to the sky
Same old face
Different heart why you lookin at me
Been through changes
It’s a brand new start why you lookin at me
Same old faces
Different hearts why you lookin at me
Been through changes
It’s a brand new start why you lookin at me
Heart was full of hate
Marked full of pain
Dyin slow
Tryna break free from the chains
Of this iron hold I was low
Buryin my face in a pile of snow
Washing up the flake
Gettin paid by a dyin soul
Promised I would change
But the chronic of me caged
Confessions from a blade
As the conifer would ablaze
Magicked out my face
Always lookin for the higher buzz
Rolling into brass gaffs with abs
Where im buying love
Oops I mean buyin lust
Basically buyin flesh
Snatch her dyin breath
From her soul just so I could bust
No chance I will not do no dance
With the promises of fake romance
I won’t hold hands with the devil and his camp
I’ll change programmes til I’m settled in my stance
Til I stand like a pillar in the middle of the fire
Till it’s all praise Jesus the King and the Messiah